Life is moving along as usual, I am working, staying very busy. I am learning to be silent in my pain. I pray for peace, earnestly now, less fervently on other days. Things are the same, and that is good, and that is bad. John is still engaged, and I still feel sad about that. We are not communicating, other than his occasional irrational text messages which I ignore, and I still feel good about that.
I am listening to Selah now..."Dear Jesus, You are my faithful friend". How true that is. When all around this world gives way, He is all my Hope and Stay.
I pray that He gives me peace; I do not pray that He takes away the pain, it is mine to bear, He will take care of that in His Own good time. But for now, Lord, give me peace. Walk beside me. I need Thee every hour.

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